Geez, what does a person do with 14,000 years of memory? Most people are episodic. They remember what they have to, like their life from birth to death. As you know it was different with me. I had a very long time of developing consciousness and memory without a body. Because this consciousness existed without a body, when I finally did gain a body, what I experienced bodiless was remembered. The first thing I felt when I incarnated as Fezella’s unborn child was the urge to explode. Fortunately my gestation never reached fruition. Yes it was tragic but for a reason. One of Gwella’s biggest developments is to see the overarching evolution of consciousness and how tragedy propels us into growth. Pain is a great teacher. We definitely go places we would never go because of pain. It catalyzes us to problem solve. We are motivated to ease the pain. It makes us cut the crap and narrows our focus. Be it alive, be it dead, it doesn’t matter from the standpoint of evolution. It’s all consciousness and consciousness never dies. You’re not going to get to God by pansying around the frality of life. Take the bull by the horns.
#6 Talk about Memory
