Most souls do not have the option to do anything much more than incarnate and die in repetition. This is the morphogenetic field that developed over time for human evolution. It takes a lot of energy to break free from this patterning. However, if one was never subjected to this patterning from the start then it’s easier to stay removed from it. Yes, this is the typical mold for humans but sometimes things break through the mold. This is what happened to me. I still do not know why but I see the results as beneficial. In any case, yes, I am an anomaly and I wouldn’t trade my path for all the blessed and cursed lifetimes in the universe.
The forces greater than me at least have to do with Gwella and Yama. The destiny part is there was a band in the making and I was to be a part of it.